Friday, March 30, 2007

Scientists vs Normal People



This is so true! Except that a tenured science faculty member would never pull the lever again. He/she would send a gradaute student to replicate the experiment. :) I'm up to my eyebrows in science right now. Epic training tomorrow. Swim 1500, Ride 3 hours, Run 1 hour. Epic I say!

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Have, want, need

Many people start working out because they have to. The doctor says you need to lose weight or maybe all the obesity articles in the paper send them running to the gym. Maybe it's just the invitation to your college roommate's wedding. :) No matter what the motivation, most adult onset athletes start in the "have to" category.

Then there is want to. Working out is not a form of torture, even if our first few months/years made us long for Starbucks double chocolate latte with Hagen Daas ice cream. Somehow step aerobics, salsa dancing classes, or your local 5K become events on the calendar. Workout time exists for us and us alone. So many people avoid physical activity like the plague that we develop this fun personal time every day whether we savor the solace of yoga or a heart pounding track workout.

But...need to? Aye, there's the rub.

Somewhere after "have to" but not long after "want to" we develop need to. Need to workout. It's a foreign concept for most of the United States which loves TV series and Egg McMuffins. How does a sweaty, challenging, even tormenting activity become something you need. An item, without which, the day feels incomplete?

I don't know. But it will happen. When it does, you'll see that sport is a drug, therapist, and meditation all at the same time.

My road to Ironman Florida.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

To my sweetie


Happy Anniversary

Moments with you are always
the best part of the day

Swim verdict from my coach

My body position, balance, head position, and underwater stroke are fine.

The big news: she wants me to switch to a straight arm recovery.

Straight arm recovery seems to cause quite a stir around the 'net with educated coaches, swimmers, and world record holders on both sides. I'm willing to give it a shot, although, the first session using this recovery was rather lame. There really isn't too much information about this online so if anyone knows of a good instructional quality video (not fuzzy You Tube clips of Janet Evans or Inge de Bruijn), I would appreciate it.

RR: Bay to Bay 12K

Bay to Bay came at the end of two hard training weeks. I was tired and a little burned out from the build. My head really wasn’t in the game. There was no intense race preparation. No pace goals. No meals planned to avoid GI distress. St. Patrick’s Day fell the night before the race so I went to bed late. I barely woke up an hour before Shawn arrived. My coach scheduled a 2.5 hour ride after the race which meant there was exactly enough time to make coffee and gather my riding supplies. Breakfast? What breakfast? Two cups of coffee were all I had. Shawn and I discussed our lack of motivation or any real plan during the drive over. She had run 12 miles the day before so finishing was her main objective. My plan was to run hard and walk the water stops. My pace would be whatever it would be. I wanted to average around 9-9:10 but, regardless of pace, the goal was to maintain high effort.

Mile 1- 8:36. Wow, 8:35 is my Boston Qualifying pace. Cool. Can’t imagine running this for another 25 miles but maybe one day. The first water stop didn’t show up until almost mile 2. I could have used water earlier.

Mile 2- 8:42 Still strong despite the slight climb as we leave the beach areas. I was able to find a few pace bunnies at this point. This is a smaller race. There was plenty of room on the road.

Mile 3- 8:55 Uh oh, that’s a big drop in pace. I might not be able to hold on.

Mile 4- 8:56 Eeek! At this point I caught a girl in pink shorts running with a guy who was obviously her pacer. She did not want me to pass her. She kept looking back to see where I was. Honestly, there was no competition here. They were running at a very challenging pace. I just wanted them as pace bunnies but they slowed down and I kept running.

Mile 5- 8:58 Who the hell ordered this headwind? Pink shorts passed me back when I walked through the water stop. Normally I’m competitive and would push myself to pull ahead but there was nothing more to give. No amount of challenge could change that. Maybe I could find a spot behind them that would give me a break from the wind. No such luck. There was a lot of chatter between them and slowly I pulled ahead, more from their slowing than my effort. At this point I attempted to calculate my overall pace but failed miserably.

Mile 6- 9:00 It feels like I’m dragging a cinder block behind me while running in molasses. Breakfast starts to heckle me, shouting curses for skipping such a simple meal. Maybe you could have brought a Gu, supergenious! Pink shorts and her pacer accelerated, purposely cutting me off as we were rounding a corner. They almost pushed me into the curb. Was that really necessary? Finish ahead of me. Have a great day but don’t trip me on your way to world domination, OK? My overall pace remains a mystery. It had steadily slowed with exposure to the headwind. Rather than push harder, I focused on relaxing my legs while increasing my turnover.

Mile 7- 8:44 Perfect! The idea of maintaining this effort for another half mile freaked me out so I babbled my mantra to myself as a distraction. I am fast, fluid, and relaxed. I am fast, fluid, and relaxed.

Mile 7.46- 3:58 I am fast, fluid, and relaxed and it feels like someone painted superglue on the road. It should not be this hard to pick my feet up. The head wind whipped across the open bay as we ran out onto the pier. Just don't slow down.

Finally I crossed the finish line, looking down to make sure I didn’t trip on the timing mat. My legs were that tired. I walked down the pier to cheer in the runners until Shawn’s arrival. The wind made it feel chilly but the wait was not long. Shawn finished strong. We immediately headed upstairs to the post-race party. We saw people feeding their entire family ahead of us only to have the food run out by the time we reached the table. No good stuff for us, just stale bagels and donuts. After a quick bite, we walked the half mile down the pier to the shuttle buses back to the start. Then it was a quick walk to Shawn’s car which doubled as my changing room while I prepped for my ride. Boy, were my legs stiff. The idea of the long ride home was not pleasant. But that was the plan. If Shawn had not agreed to pick me up and transport the bike, I would have had to take the bus back, drive my car back to the house, then prepare for a 2 hour ride with my husband lounging around eating breakfast. All after a PR effort run. My willpower is not that strong. Many thanks to Shawn for helping me finish up the day. In the end I only rode an hour back to my house but that’s all I had.

Official Chip Time 1:05:52

This week is a recovery week. It’s nice to sleep in.

Monday, March 12, 2007

Yeah Baby!

4200yds in 1:51. Not a fantastic time but it's fast enough to beat the IMFL swim cutoff and it's only March!!! The time includes 4 minutes of rest intervals and some drill/kick sets but it was 4200 yards. The longest swim of my life to date. Imagine what could happen between now and race day if I swim consistently.

My husband kindly shot video of my swim using our digital camera. We'll send it off to my coach this week to get her feedback and tweaks. The video was shot at the end of a fast set somewhere around 3500 yards which means it accurately reflects my swim when I'm tired. That's when all the cracks will show.

For some reason I'm tired after an uber-brick, 10 mile run, and 4200 yard swim in 3 days. If only I can stay awake until 9pm. Then again, Gordo from Going Long says one of the most important things a long course athlete can do to improve their training is get more sleep. Yawn!

This week in ironman (end of 10, start of 11)

Welcome to an update of Week 10 and the start of week 11 in my Ironman Florida training. Can you believe Saturday will mark 25% completion of my journey? Me neither.

Today feels much better than last Monday. Last week's Monday was the day after the Sunday suckfest run. Looking back on last week, I didn't wanna do anything. Most mornings I slept in which pushed back workouts which in turn made me late for my self imposed dissertation start time. Every workout was a challenge. The bad run was a physical and mental damper on the week. That was the lesson I learned on Sunday: there is a fine line between finishing a hard workout and mentally/physically flogging yourself. When I asked my coach about the purpose of that run, she said time was a guideline and only distance was important. However, she had never given me a time/distance workout before. Only time/effort. Hmmm. Well, live and learn. I took her interpretation with me to the following long run.

Friday was my first ever 3000+yd swim. I was very proud of myself for battling both the distance and the Boston College Sailing team who was visiting the pool during their spring break. My coach suggested focusing on parts of my technique when swimming got tough rather than think about how hard/long the swim was. I broke down each 400yd set into laps that had purpose. One lap was easy, one focused on front quadrant swimming, the next was stroke count, etc. I did not fester on the remaining distance, only the technique at hand. It also helped keep track of laps rather than get lost in the 6X400 set.

Saturday's workout called for a brick. But not just a simple bike/run. It was ride60/run20/ride60/run20/ride30. Yikes! Not only were my legs tired by the end of the workout, it was tough to head back to the house/change/leave four different times. It's a total shift in perspective. When I finish my run I want to stay home, clean up, and head out for a hamburger and beer. My legs shared their preference for hamburgers and beer during the second/third rides. 42 miles on the bike and 4 miles on the run.

Then Sunday called for a 10 mile run. No matter how much I train, marathons I complete, blah, blah, blah...any run over ten miles seems long. It did not help that we stayed out late with friends Saturday night eating home made French food/wine. This forced me to postpone the run until 1 pm. It was warm but not intolerable. Good thing I bought electrolyte tablets Saturday afternoon. The added salt definitely made a difference in muscle fatigue. The headwind was a light compared to last week's 18mph (which I verified with the National Weather Service field site that's on my route) so that was a factor as well. On the way out I kept the pace easy. On the way back I settled into the "get there" speed.

If I was proud of myself for the 3100yd swim Friday, imagine how happy I'll be at the end of today's 4200yd swim. That's right, almost the full irondistance swim broken into sets of 800yd with a short warmup. My husband will join me near the end of the swim pool to shoot some swim footage for my coach. Can't wait to see my form after 4000yds. :)

Obligatory Hair Note: It's very strange to workout without my long braid or pony tail. On the bright side, my hair looks the same no matter how long I style it. This means I don't even try to style it. Saves 5 minutes right there. :)

Friday, March 09, 2007

All our love






Lincoln is one of our fabulous nephews. At 4 months of age he is undergoing chemotherapy for a 9cm tumor diagnosed as rhabdomyosarcoma. It's a tough diagnosis for anyone. We cannot physically help him but we can offer our support in a way that helps other children in need.

Locks of Love

For my friends who pray, please pray to strengthen Lincoln and his older sisters and brother, mom and dad during this time. The tumor is responding to chemo. Please pray that the doctors and nurses who attend to him offer the best possible care. I cannot know the future. It is my will that Lincoln fully recover and I pray God will agree. But not my will....

Thursday, March 08, 2007

This week in ironman (weeks 7-9, catching up)

I have been remiss. Here I go inviting you along in my ironman journey only to drop the satellite coverage. I want to update the blog. I do. But I feel guilty taking time away from the dissertation or my sweet baboo to update it. That’s too bad because I’m missing the opportunity to document this experience. It’s unique. Hard. But fun. Challenging. These are memories I want to cherish. Writing them down makes them permanent and brings honesty to the future stories of the good old days. Because, of course, all these training days will be good old days stories, right?

Even as I right this, I feel I should be doing something more productive. A friend laughed at me the other day. She pointed out that I talk about finishing my dissertation and ironman training as if everyone does it, especially in the same year. Piece of cake. Why should I be stressed? She said I have a skewed sense of what is normal and have high expectations of myself. OK, maybe she has a point. There’s nothing wrong with high expectations and lofty goals but they should motivate me, not drive me insane.

Over the past few weeks there have been a few big moments, for example:

EPIC RIDE #1. 3 hours. My first 50 mile ride in almost 2 years. To be completed alone because the girl who claims to be my riding partner backed out on me the night before, again.

In honor of the Epicness (is that a word?) of the event, I changed venues from the stock car racing atmosphere of overdeveloped Pinellas county (motto: leave nothing green alive) to the Suncoast Trail. The Suncoast Trail is like an oasis for cyclists. It’s closed, paved, has regular benches with water cooler and a ranger who drives the trail refilling the water all day. You’re immersed in the beautiful central Florida countryside that is on the endangered species list. You pass farmhouses with cows and horses. There are large expanses of undeveloped land. Everyone rides out there. In fact, every local who has raced Ironman Florida tells me “ride the Suncoast Trail, it’s just like the IMFL course.” I lost count of the ironman jerseys going by. So why don’t I ride there every week? It’s a 45 minute drive from my house plus $4 dollars in tolls.

What I absolutely despise about the Suncoast Trail is the wind. It has this nasty habit of going from crosswind on the up to headwind on the way home. Saturday was no exception. Had I not brought my Ipod Shuffle along, it would have been over the top but the tunes helped me stay in the here and now rather than fester about how far there was to ride or the gusts of wind. The ride was a good confidence builder. Not only was the distance long but I practiced some race nutrition. Every 10 minutes I took a drink of powerade. Every 20 minutes I ate a peanut butter cracker. Every 30 minutes some salt tablets. 300 calories per hour and I felt strong.

The best moment of the day was meeting a woman who was both an ironman and nice. For some reason most of the really fit female triathletes I meet cannot be bothered to say high. Or smile. Maybe it’s me. Not this girl. She passed me several times during my ride. It became a joke. We acknowledged our super cool tri bikes. Near the end of my ride she had stopped at a rest stop for gel. I told her if she lapped me again I was going to develop a complex. She caught up with me (of course) but to my surprise slowed down to chat. She’s done several IM races including Florida. She confirmed that the Suncoast Trail is the place to train. She’s training for Coeur d'Alene and Madison. I laughed, asking why not just throw in Lake Placid and be done with it. It was great. Just a few minutes shared by strangers who really aren’t strangers at all. We are both on the road to ironman. Even though I don’t have an ironman finish yet, each of us faces training challenges, long rides, time management problems and accusatory questions from people who just don’t get it.

And then we were done. Those last 3 miles passed by easily despite the strong headwind. She headed off to change for a run. I headed home with another big deposit made to the bank of ironman.

More to come.

Monday, March 05, 2007

I don't wanna

If you had asked me yesterday (Sunday) if I wanted to be an ironman anymore I would have said "no thanks, slugman is good for me."

The 12 mile long run was a sudden jump in mileage and occurred on a bad weather day. And I was tired from friends who stayed at the house until 1AM Saturday. Oh yeah, and I fell at mile 4. Thank goodness I learned to fall during 4 years of high school volleyball. A nasty bruise but nothing major.

But I finished 12 miles in 2:07 with a 18mph headwind for the last 5 miles. Did I mention Sunday's run sucked? And I slept for 2 hours after lunch?

Hopefully I'll find some spirit of ironman to push me into the pool this afternoon because Slugman is looking pretty good right now.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

How do you reconcile?

"You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you."

with

"I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me"

I don't know. sweet baboo, but you are

"You are the god and the weight of MY world"

I love you very much

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